Monday, May 3, 2010

Worthy.....Reconcile

Yesterday I was overcome by God's goodness.  It started in worship service.  We sang such an awesome song called "Jesus is the Lord".  In it there is a part that says:

Your worthy of worship
Your worthy of praise
Your worthy of honor
your worthy of thanks 

The song speaks of how Jesus is the Lord and there is no other.  He is the Healer.  He is the One who overcame sin.  He is power.  He is worthy of all worship, praise, honor and thanks.  We owe it to Him.   I was overcome by these words.  Just knowing that one day every knee shall bow blows my mind.  He is so loving yet He is so just. I pray and mourn for those that do not know of His grace and mercy.
On another note I was able to reconcile with the person that hurt me.  I was approached by them.  Turns out it was a series of misunderstandings.  We both needed to apologize and we did.  Through this whole situation I realized that although I had a right to be upset I took it further then it ever had to go.  I let my upset turn into a rage.  When I did that it was no longer about the person I was mad at, it was about me.  I was making a mountain out of a mole hill and I was being selfish in the process.  I wanted to dwell on the anger.  As much as I hated it, I liked it.  How sick is that?  But I have to say, it is okay.  I am not walking in a circle in the wilderness about this anymore.  I have learned from this and I am continuing to walk in a straight line.  On my way to the "Promised Land". 

2 comments:

Knocker Boys said...

Hi Christi, I found your blog when I did a search on Sing, Spell, Read, Write... I'm considering purchasing the curriculum for my boys. Are you still using it? Do you like it? Is it do-able for 3 different reading levels?

Thanks,
Marion

If you want to email me, I would love to hear from you. My email is knockerboys@gmail.com

Sterling said...

Girl, such perfect words you wrote. I felt the same exact way on Sunday and I still do :o). It is amazing God's words and how they can affect us so much... He is so amazing!

I am so happy to hear you and the persons involved have reconciled over the anger you were feeling. It is so crazy how our feelings can totally take control of the situation. They go so in the way that we forget what we really need to do. Give it to God.

I am so proud of you. God has this perfect plan that I get blown away by every single time :o).

Love ya girl!